Tough decisions
Sometimes, tough decisions have to be made. Hahas, nobody said doing the right thing in God's eyes is easy (:
But it is right.
& it is what I want to do because I love Him.
Anyway, I don't have to worry because I am sure God will send me to wherever I can be a salt & light. (whether I stay throughout for some pre-admission briefing or not) I will be content with whatever He is planning to give me, because He could always have given me worse.
It never was about what He could give me in the first place.
It is about what I could do for Him knowing that His grace has blessed me countlessly.